This writer didn't send me a site or blog address... hope she does if there is more story for us to read.
It isn’t Rumple’s fault that I can’t pet him. I can’t even ride The Pony without breaking
down, and he’s been with us for almost a decade. Although, a pony’s withers are
still the best material in the world for absorbing a girl’s tears.
I wasn’t ready for another horse; It had only been six weeks
and I was still having trouble even feeding without getting tears in my
eyes. But, horse ownership is an
addiction. Just because I wasn’t ready
to purchase didn’t mean I could stop myself from looking. When I found Rumple more than half starved in
a hoarder’s back yard, I couldn’t leave him there. Four years old and not even halter broke, I
paid my $300, herded him onto a trailer, and took him home to feed him.
Byron was supposed to
be my forever horse. I bought him as a
leggy, gangly, ribby two year old grade gelding with a lot of thoroughbred
thrown in. I did everything right; he
had the best nutrition, shared a large pasture with three companions, and was
started under saddle slowly and carefully.
Everything was done with long term health and soundness in mind. In two years he went from 15.3 to 16.2 hands
and from ribby and awkward to a full 1200 pounds of gorgeous horse. He wasn’t the sharpest crayon in the box; I
would often have to rethink my training approach. What I considered to be baby steps, he
thought were leaping bounds. I became
good at recognizing how much he could handle and breaking things down into
manageable steps. And once he understood
a thing, he GOT it. We made a great
team.
The best thing about Byron was his personality. He was the most playful horse I’ve ever
met. I have a collection of orange
traffic cones that I have… rescued … from various places. I brought them into the pasture one day to
use during a ride and left them there for the next time around. Byron quickly realized that he could grab the
narrow end, swing the cone through the air, and thump The Paint. It wasn’t long before Byron and The Paint
were having daily “cone fights,” each swinging a traffic cone around and
smacking each other while The Mare and The Pony looked on in disdain. But, my favorite memory is the day Byron
realized he was bigger than The Pony. He
snuck around to The Pony’s backside, reared up to plant his knees on The Pony’s
back, streeetched his long neck forward, and started nibbling on The Pony’s
ears. I had tears in my eyes watching
him skip on his hind legs to stay in position when The Pony tried to spin.
On a Saturday in the middle of August, The Mare was a little
off her feed. She tends to be a bit
finicky, so it wasn’t abnormal enough to do anything than keep an extra close
eye on her. On Sunday morning she was
still a little off, and on Sunday evening she spiked a fever of 104. The vet was called immediately, he told us to
give her bute and he’d be over in the morning.
The next day, we started treating for Potomac Horse Fever. PHF is caused by a bacteria that lives in
moist areas like creeks and ponds. It
had been (and still is) an abnormally wet year in Southern
PA and the vet had seen several cases recently. Symptoms include a high fever, loss of
appetite, diarrhea, and founder. If
caught and treated early there is a high recovery rate. On Monday we started The Mare on IV
antibiotics; Byron was fine. On Tuesday,
he started showing symptoms.
We started his treatment immediately. Daily IV antibiotics administered by the vet,
rotating between a pepto-like paste and a dirt-like paste, one dose an hour
around the clock for stomach pain. IM
Banamine administered by me every 4 hours as necessary to keep his temperature
at or below 102. Byron seemed to be
doing well. He wasn’t nearly as sick as
The Mare. Everyone was worried about her
– as “normal” as he was acting, he was almost an afterthought.
We started treatment for Byron on Tuesday. On Thursday, The Mare was pronounced cured
and Byron stopped eating anything. On Friday,
we switched Byron’s IV meds up because he wasn’t responding as well as we would
like. He was starting to act depressed
and his fever hadn’t dipped below 102 in two days. On Saturday, things were officially starting
to look bad. IM banamine became IV fever
reducers along with the amped-up antibiotics.
He was dehydrated and hadn’t eaten in 48 hours. Overnight on Saturday he foundered in at
least three of his hooves. If he was
responding to the meds at all we might have been able to fight through the
founder, but before we could stop his feet from getting worse, we would need to
cure the fever. There was nothing more
we could do; I had him euthanized on Sunday morning.
So I’ve decided to take the winter off to regroup. In the spring Rumple will learn what it means
to have a job and work for the food I’m providing. By that time, maybe his stunted frame will
have filled out a bit. And maybe I’ll be
able to stroke his nose without always wishing there was a crooked stripe
bisecting his left nostril.
How heartbreaking. Does the author have a blog? I'd love to follow this story.
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written, hearbreakingly so! Best wishes to you.
ReplyDeleteVery sad. :( I sometimes get flack about having my horses innoculated against everything under the sun when the time for Spring shots comes around, but when I read stories like this I'm just as glad that I do. I've been told "Potomac doesn't happen around here, we're too far north", but then I read something like this. I'm so sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteThis story touched me in such a way that tears were brimming around my eyes.
ReplyDeleteMy heart hurts for this author. I had to euthanize my mare when she didn't recover from EPM. When her pictures flash on the screen, I feel like I let her down. I miss her a lot.
ReplyDeleteThanks for your kind words. Things have been much better recently, but it took me a long time to feel happy in the barn again. Scamp, they were both vaccinated for PHF- I learned later that the vaccine is only about 75% effective. It was incredible bad luck that I had 2 come down with it, since it isn't contagious.
ReplyDeleteIt's so hard to lose a horse. I can't believe it's been 5 1/2 years since Champ died. I still think about him so much, but I've stopped comparing Phoenix to him. Even though I don't think Phoenix and I have bonded like I did with Champ, I've stopped referring to him as "my new horse". Thankfully you've got your remaining horses. And give the skinny little guy time. It'll be different but he'll prove himself to be special in his own way.
ReplyDeleteIt's good that horses are so good at soaking up tears though, eh?
I've only just recently gotten back in the saddle after 3 yrs. Brought tears to my eyes.
ReplyDeleteStasha - my heart goes out to you.
ReplyDeleteVery touching post....I was smiling at the cone thumping and tearing up at the end.
Good luck with Rumple.....
Stasha,
ReplyDeleteWhat a lovely story. I laughed and cried. I love the cone games. And the crayons in the box comment.You have a way with words.
hugs to you and Rumple.
Stasha, so sorry for your loss. We have a gelding who almost died of Potomac, and he spent several days in ICU at major equine hospital. It ended his previous career as a breeding stallion, and it took a very long time to get any weight on him. The vets expected him to die. I am sorry you lost your guy, but you were doing everything right, at least you can feel good about the care you gave him.
ReplyDeleteStasha~I feel for your loss. Let The Pony help heal your heart.
ReplyDeleteStasha, Everytime I open Mugwump Chronicles and page past the picture of the horses playing with the cone, I smile. You have made your horse come alive for all of us. Now he is immortal. The power of hearts and words. Thank you for your sharing with us.
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